Is it over?

Hey everybody!

Wow…… Sooooooo, it feels like I fell off the face of the earth lol I’ve been so focused with work outside of work, that I almost forgot about work! Ever have one of those moments? It feels like I’ve been gone from my house for months. My room is a mess, I have dirty laundry every where, clean laundry everywhere, my suitcase is still full and on my floor.

I seriously just need to take a day off and clean! But it seems like the moment I wake up I’m out of the house until I get back late, and by then I’m just ready to pass out! I don’t want to sit up another two hours waiting for a load of laundry.

I’d like to be able to say that I’m one of those awesome people that is totally on top of their laundry, you know, that person who can start a load at night, remember to switch and start loads and fold and put away in the morning, and repeat at night. But….. no.

I’m the one who checks through all their clean laundry first, checks the dirty clothes, then realizes I have a load in the dryer from last week that I never took care of.

I really can not wait till us NextDoor guys get our place. As it is now, I don’t live where I work/play, so it makes things a little difficult. I’ve never really enjoyed having a long, and/or gas guzzling, commute. Which I kind of have right now running around in a cop car 😀

I feel like I’ve taken care of all the big things, but all the little things have just gotten out of hand. I’ve got a serious to do list in front of me right now. Ever have one of those personal epiphanies? One of those “Time to kick some ass and  chew some bubble gum, and I’m all out of bubble gum!” moments? I’m having one of those now. Lets see how it turns out ;D

Sooooooo, new project coming up 😀  Got approached the other day with an idea for a little project for the sites, which I am totally stoked about! Soooo, go to formspring and ask me a question, any question!

Oh, you know what’s pretty awesome about NextDoor……. Tons of shit. I’ve been hearing some rumors going around about my relationship with NextDoor, and false information about the studio as well.

First, let me say this. They have NEVER told me what to write, or how much to write! There is no amount of censorship that goes on by the studio! If anyone censors the bull shit that I put up on this blog, it’s me. Samuel O’Toole.

I started with NextDoor(ND) over a year ago, I have worked for them numerous times before I ever became an exclusive with them, and there’s a reason why. They are the best company in the industry to shoot with.

During production, AMAZING crew! It’s said that ND is homophobic. Uhhhh, people, it’s a gay porn studio, with an ALL GAY production crew. I love my production crew, the best part of shooting isn’t the sex, it’s getting to see a good group of friends again.

On days I don’t shoot, I come into the office where I get to be around the whole behind the scenes crew. None of them are homophobic! They show no contempt towards me for the things that I do and the lifestyle that I choose. Hell, they see more of what I do on film than anyone else. Well, besides the videographer…. ;D

I don’t know, I just don’t understand how that connection could be made when I see the complete opposite from the inside. They’re all very open minded, accepting, understanding, and over all really fucking cool people. Want to know the crazy part? I feel lucky that I have the opportunity to work with these amazing people, who only want me to continue being who I am. I think it’s because they look at this whole blogging and behind the scenes video stuff the same way I do. The best personality to show people, is your own personality. If you have to act everyday in your blog, behind the scenes videos, cam shows, and scenes. It’s going to get old, and it’s going to be obvious. Porn isn’t television wrestling, we don’t need that shit.

But anyways, back to the rumors. I was offered contract opportunities by two studios before NextDoor ever offered me a contract, and but I never really pursued them. The main reason being, they weren’t the studio I wanted to work for.

The reality is, I CHOSE NextDoor. They’re not keeping me chained up in some basement, only letting me out for cam shows and scenes and having someone else write my blog and do my twitter. I like to think that I’m an intelligent person, I do  have my moments, and that I see NextDoor for what it really is and not what the rumors are attempting to lead people to believe.

Based on my own morals, beliefs, and values(technically aren’t those all pretty much the same thing?) I would NOT be working for NextDoor if the rumors were true. Here I am working for them, believe the rumors or believe me.

Don’t you just love the freedom to choose ;D

Love you guys!


Better one next time, I promise!

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6 Responses to Is it over?

  1. Khristopher says:

    You need me to be your boyfriend. My laundry is always done, as are the dishes and other house work 😉

  2. Scott says:

    Hi Samuel, you are not the only one that has trouble getting the small things in life done. I am the same way. Doing laundry first time in two weeks, running out of clean things to wear. Take some time for yourself, do not overdo it and burn yourself out. We all enjoy having you around, and do not want you to go away anytime so. It is always good to be able to express one self without the fear of someone or something stopping you and changing what you are doing. Can not wait for next scene, and the next live show. They keep getting better and better. Have a great week, talk at you Tuesday night.

  3. Angel says:

    YOUR GORG’ & CAYUUTEEE =) ii wana meet you, one day. Your on my to-do-list. Ima be 25 comes the 24th I’d love a Happy Birthday from YOU via-tweetsa =) I follow you(of kors) wld love a follow back @LetThereBee. O you needa start postin’ some TwitPic’s too! Mk, now get some laundry done BUD-DY. Ciiao!

  4. ut_6pack says:

    yea man i feel you. I hate making a “to-do” list becasue all it does is piss me off that i have soooooooo many things not done yet. hahah but yea if you dont take care of all the little things, they will definitely add up. One thing you learn in college is time management. lol. I’m always busy but you owe it to yourself to stop and smell the roses every once in a while, and buy more bubble gum… haha

    Keep up the amazing work!!

    Now go finish that laundry man!

  5. Be4Ugo says:

    You should stop reading rumors and forums on the internet. They are a pool of negativity and a bad influence. Lots of people there have hidden agendas and like to spread lies. Ignore them and you’ll be a lot happier. You’re an awesome performer and I think all the ND guys are great. Keep up the good work :-)!

  6. Adrian says:

    AHHHH you ruined the magic…and here I thought they’re keeping you oiled, leathered and chained up in some basement, only letting you out for cam shows, scenes and having someone else named Waldo write your blog and twitter. the illusion is shattered…jk Well man I am glad ND is treating you well, and it seems you have established an awesome bond, like it should be. You are one of a kind man, very charismatic, easy going, smart and well attractive, those kinda guys do not come around often, so I am sure if Nd ever gets out of line, you will put them in their place, or go with another company that will appreciate what you have to offer if need be.But I am happy its all working out just fine. As for a messy house…well it comes with being a workaholic…you can’t win them all Sammy, but I have a feeling you will try. With those looks, that witty intellect and charisma, Its only a matter of time before you will have a boyfriend or girlfriend who would be more than happy to fully fill the house needs, chores or anything else you require and in return you will fill him/her with you hahaha Wish you the best buddy and keep them all on their toes! By the way its a nice breath of fresh air reading your blogs, you keep them honest, witty and well entertaining, plus you tease the world with your pics…pS..Don’t forget the bubble gum, you are killing me Sammy 😉

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